maydeline
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i was rummaging through my pencil cases to look for staples which was contained in this pencil case that maydeline give me when we were in primary school. It is the japanese panda which was an "in" cartoon character when we were in primary school. Attached to the pencil case was a chain that has my name "jubyho" on it and i could still remember maydeline bought that for me and tszshan when she went for a thailand trip. Even till today, i am really touched that everytime maydeline goes on for a trip she never forget about me and tszshan and always give us wonderful surprises and souvenirs after all those trips. I will never forget such an incredible friend.
I think i am really fortunate to know so many friends, who were so true to me, so encouraging, and carried me through all these years. i think there is never enough to repay you.
Even we never left each other, i am already missing you.
jazzy juby 1:34:00 上午
what i own as a student- study - family - friends -
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i am really a slow worker.
and moreover, i am a slacker.
life's really boring as usual.
I think i really only find pleasure in spending time with my friends and my family.
Yes, isn't it? What more do I expect as a student?
I do really treasure what I have as myself, as my parents' daughter.
I don't come from a rich family, but i do own a lot of things that I want more than need. That is already a lot for me to treasure.
But life is still dull. I know I am asking too much of my life.
I don't know if I am capable of what I am asking from myself. But seriously, i really have been working my way through! I am already really tired.
Maybe I am just tired of work.
Anyway, I am listening this radio serial, it's so nice!
It's about this girls school and another guy school.
Guess what is the girls school called? It's called the St Agnes Girls School!
gosh.
so i think i was meant to listen to it.
The programme is really nice and it's about relationships between guys and girls, lesbians, and friends.
Interesting topic? It is really complicating as it involves a lot of characters and there are so much different kind of relationship in between them.
A complicated relationship, could mean anything. Good luck for me >o<
jazzy juby 8:27:00 下午
could i just pause for a moment?
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHh!!!!
i really lazy..
dun feel like doing my work today.
very sian very lazy
everything is over today, holiday is gone, fun is over.
time to get serious.
Time to get started.
But i just want 1 last break before everything starts running.
can i?
jazzy juby 6:33:00 下午
ermmm.... i am gay!
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i am a gay!
haha... i am just so happy that i can't even do my work properly
hahahahaha
jazzy juby 9:41:00 下午
the memorable one
this is really the type of class gathering i want.
i hope you guys enjoyed it too.
i just think it was great.
although joey said i looked like a maid.
But rest assured, i won't go working as a "home assistant" in indo.
Last night was just cool, joey weyzi and i just talked into really deep topics.
i hope they enjoyed the tarot reading. :)
Of course it would definitely be more fun if we sustain this depth of our conversation and at the same time have more ppl.
So i think the only solution would be to get a chalet gathering.
Oh gosh, and sorry to those who paid for the food and stuff, i didn't share the cost as promised. sorry!!
(bits and pieces of yesterday's memories flying past my mind)
haha... i was really surprised that shenglin and joey was so engrossed in the movie.
hahah.. now days have gone, and we girls seemed to become the one who get distracted easily, is that the way how things works?
anyway, but we seemed to have really matured, especially the guys, you all are just so gentlemenly behaved. I guess (probably becos i am in girls sch ;P)you guys are really the best lot i ever know.
So much about yesterday cos i really can't forget how great it was. THank you so much for everyone who turned up, you are the people who made the party rock. I can't imagine how much i would miss all of you when we have to bid(bit?) goodbyes.
Love all from my heart. This is the love that was built up by the 6-8 years of friendship. We are not only friends. But GREAT FRIENDS that are carved on my heart.
jazzy juby 11:08:00 上午
oh gosh... yeah.. tml's class gathering
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yeah...tml's class gathering.....WOOOOHOOOOOO!
k lame.
theoretically speaking i am still baking cos the cake is now like in the oven..
just that i am blogging now and i shall set the thoughts about the cake aside.
anyway, errr. Making a new website has been giving me a headache... and guess what? holiday's gonna finish lor.. i can't design a new web anymore. But this moment i feel like baking cookies for us to eat tml. That's a bit cruel on those who are turning up tml though, alright then, forget about that!
I hope tml's gathering would turn out wonderfully.
jazzy juby 1:08:00 上午
i have been losing my temper lately
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DO you see it's another case?
Well, here it is. Tarot card has once again proved itself to be true, by predicting that i would be too overwhelmed over my study problems causing myself to get frustrated unconciously. I am seriously sure this is not the right way to go but I am, yes, maybe I am, really, depressed. I just can't get myself balanced over work and "play"
On the other hand, I also have been isolating myself, because I know I am the only one who can help myslef solve this problem. Sometimes, i just want to stay in my sleep forever.
I wish these days would be gone soon. I guess, that's how life works. You hope of a better tomorrow every tomorrow.
jazzy juby 8:15:00 下午
errr... troubled
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ya.. i am confused... err.. just stuffed with too much information
i hope everything's going to be alright.
i believe in tarots.
Everything was so right that now i sort of rely on its prediction
just tired...but "the show must go on"
... ya.. i know
jazzy juby 8:57:00 下午
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