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I guess we got too close. I am quite sure he's got a slight feeling for me now. I shouldn't have let him know I feel for him. I am not worthy for what he will do. We are way too close. Should I have never let him know that I love him, he wouldn't be like this. We have to end. We have to get back to normal-Great-friends. But I can't take my mind off him. He is the only one I trust now, in this circle. He is the only one whom I think the opinion is plausible, reasonable. He is the only one who deters me from going to uk. I can't forget him. I can't stop. This is bad. I know we would be great together. But fact's a fact. We CAN'T be together. I will miss him. I will miss him dearly. But Lord, please take him away from my love life. May be. This is the moment I go to Lord. Am I?
