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I know I shouldn't, we shouldn't be complicating things. But I guess all these problems are only cropping up because I miss him too much. I think he misses me. But does he miss me as much as I do? I think he only said that because he didn't want to complicate things too. I think he has feelings for me but we don't know how to put these feelings on the table, how we should be treating these feelings. We don't know how it's gonna go but we both know that this friendship is way too precious to be tampered with. We both treasure this relationship. It's really at its peak for the time being. We love each other. But just on which level and how is should be dealt with is unknown. He's really a great mate. But I want the future. It's working out.
